HE cant have me, not now, not ever. the bastard tried it today, he tried to get me to wreck the car so i could "go away again for a while" but this time there was this tone in his voice. he wants me gone he even went so far as to knock me off the road. seriously? so im preparing for war u guys. dont be surprised if i dont come back. so my car is wrecked, radiators destroyed  frame bent, fan wrecked and engine shot. so much fun so im locked out here in the woods now with nothing but 3 weeks worth of food, a few guns, and other means of spiritual defense, but psychologically, im gone.

yea

so yea i was right, and i wish i wasnt. but he needed me again, and this time it was serious  you see guys ive been watching the world burn with all this slender man bullshit as of late the game the movies and all that. and all its doing is leting him win, and soon nothing can stop him. he is sort of like....im going to say ember from the t.v. show Danny phantom. the more you spread it, the more fear is induced and the stronger he gets. it is ridiculous how bad its gotten. he actually had to rest at one point due to a surge of fear. i wish i could forget what happened what happened while  was gone but its all there like it just happened. i was called about him by a mutual friend of my girlfriends. the guy thought he could help me with "him" as he put it. so i let him go on his way and let him feel like he was helping. well after a while HE got tired of this friend and told me to "invite him over, so he can experience my little problem" is how HE put it. so he comes over and i let HIM toy with the guy. well the guy freaks out and i warn him not to go outside under any circumstance guess what the guy sprints screaming from the house. needless to say he is gone now for good. so after that he tells me to go away for a while so i went to Cuba  really nice but other than that boring. i just woke up at home 3 days ago, and got the grid running again so were back in business. see you....real soon

every fucking time

so i was arrested for a short perod, ive been out for a week but every time i try to hang out with my girlfriend she knows hes there, get freaked out then leaves. seriously?!?!?! wtf bro. why is he doing this. does he need me again? then whats he want, or whats his problem!!!

disaster striking in: 3...2...1...

yes!

sorry this took a while but court was drawn out for a while, i was released due to circumstantial evidence. there was blood belonging to me at the scene but my alibi checked out, i was here with my girlfriend, who is awesome by the way. im feeling much better now, im happy, haven't had a headache, or even a cough in weeks. i laugh, and smile and it feels great. i was released from court and i was given a formal apology by the chief of police. things are finally going my way guys so ima go get a tan. because being locked inside for months kinda made me uber pale. oh btw that pic is me

so...um...yea

well this is embarrassing, you see apparently i was recently arrested for a recent string of murders. do i even need to explain how the bodies were found? because at this point its obvious. but why would someone (im going to say its HIM) want me arrested, is he afriad im going to leave or something? idk guys but it confused the fuck out of me, i have court in the morning. i pray to god that im aquited or whatever, damn thank god i have a great lawyer

what i know

i know that the slender man is a tall, thin, bald, faceless being that stalks those who he deems worth through some arbitrary designation. he can slenderwalk, and causes slendersickness, which causes coughing, headaches, memory loss, blackouts, agitation, and can lead to total loss of will and becoming a proxy. my question is, why do people keep adding stupid shit to the mythos like this dumb ass music thing. "metal makes him happy, i was playing it and he smiled to show jagged teeth" okay HE HAS NO MOUTH. if he wishes to speak he does so telepathically. the only version like slenderman is the tall man which is slenderman only with eye sockets, and a grin that curls around his head. but people chime the same shit over and over. it annoys the fuck out of me. "i just found this, and i live near the woods, am i safe?" followed closely by "YOUR FUCKED" no there not fucked, so you mean to tell me that anyone who ever lives near the woods ever is fucked. i call bullshit considering a very large portion of the world  is forest so no they're not fucked your fucking stupid. idk, i know it free territory for expansion ,but stupid arbitrary shit that makes no damn since just fucks everything up. there is nothing wrong with the mythos as it stands so don't touch it. that would be like me taking the Cthulhu mythos and saying that in stead of tentacles Cthulhus face was made of gummy worms then that became the norm. seriously? whatever im done

amazing

hes gone...i mean he has left for good. at least...i think he has. he said to me "J***, your time with me is done. we must part ways, and we may see each other in the future but not for a while..." then he was gone. i was on edge for hours but he is gone. i could have sworn he was going to kill me. but he is gone, the headaches are gone, so is the coughing, my throught is healing, and i feel great. sam has actually been calm, instead of like static. i think im going to rest for a while guys, check in on the wika every now and then, but have fun guys. This is J. Renrut signing off, for a while this time

so let me tell you guys a story, a long time ago there lived a couple, young and in love. they live happily in the USA, that is until they have a child, the first child has horrible complications for an unknown reason, the child is stillborn, but somehow unknown to the parents and doctors another child is born from the same mother. the child is perfectly healthy and happy. the grieving parents are elated to have a child and the other will be sorely missed. they lived happily for a while....before i continue what is wrong so far? that child wasn't there, i mean it was not in the womb up until labor. where did it come from. well let me finish, the parents are plagued with nightmares of a terrifying man calling for there son. for years this happens until they move to altensteig, Germany. on the child's 4th birthday he goes out into the woods to explore and happens upon a very tall tree with hundreds of thin black branches, the tree stands alone in a large opening surrounded by golden wheat, it whispers to the kid "I have been waiting, for so long. I'm glad your here" the trees branches retract and the tree is revealed to be a tall faceless man in a black suit. the kid runs for his life back to his house, as he can see his house in the distance he begins to scream, but he slams into a "tree branch" (according to the official story) his parents get to him and rush him off to the hospital, where he is in a coma for 11 years, on his 15th birthday his parents visit and he awakes, but the kid they knew was only half there. the kid they met was almost a blank slab from the shock, his mind was locked away, but he soon comes to and develops into a smart charismatic, charming lad. the problem with this story is I was never in a coma for 11 years, i have memories of that time, but the people i remember don't even know me, when i told them stories of our childhood, they remembered them as odd dreams they had. this kid is me, but why would HE tell me that HE made up my entire life. he has been grooming me for something, and idk what but im terrified as to what it is. guys he made up my entire life. and fuck he is here, hold on okay its been about 10 min, i told him i still need time to process this info, so he will be back for me. i don't know what to do, he made me me, but he didn't know about SAM, and it ruined his plans, he has been trying to bury my memories but SAM is stopping him and he is tired of it, he is probably going to kill me, so i say goodnight and i quote a great man "you know that big ball of radiation we call the sun?  well it'll burst you into flames if you stay in one place for too long. that is if the static don't get you first. so remember, even if your dusted: you may be gone, but out here in the desert your shadow lives on without you" this is J. Renrut signing off...hold up sam...oh he is clever SAM=S.A.M.= Same As Me

Well hes here, so have fun guys

okay, okay

so i saw him the other day and he told me to pack up some stuff and go out on the road for a while, he said "take clothes, money, and weapons and i will tell you when to stop." so i did that got in my car and drove north until i reached new jersey when i saw an operator symbol on the road then my car soon began to mess up, so i pulled into a gas station and waited and guess who i saw. vinnie, or is it Vince, idk the everymanHYBRID guy, i was about to say hi when i saw slendy in the distance and thought better of it so i checked into a hotel and thats where im at now. so im just waitin for my orders soooooooooo, how you guys doing?

what to do, what to do?

so yea, whats up guys, been a while thought i would say hi and check in, if i post this on the site it'll get removed and ill get banned but why are people so fucking stupid when it comes to Slenderman. always yammering on about non sense and stupid shit like "silver works on him" no it doesn't you idiot. "hey i need information on slendy" next comment "well he causes slender sickness, and um can teleport and um can um blahBlahBLAH!!! fucking dumb asses posting common fucking knowledge that is already in the damn article. whatever felt like ranting since work is killin me, well basically killing me.....idk at least he pays me on occasion...

im......scared?

for once in a few months i'm scared, because i saw him again today and all i could think was Finally, i get to see him again. but his face, there was nothing this time.....i couldnt tell what face he was making, or what his emotions toward me were, it was just nothing, not observing, just.....there, and this is while i was stopped at a stop light. after that all the lights were green but he was there....everywhere no matter where i looked he was there, he is gone now....thank god.....but seriously, and when i pulled into my neighborhood there was a huge bloodstain in the road, and drag marks, but it was caused by something big...idk guys, idk anymore and that scares the piss out of me. what is going to happen next?

hmmmmmm, well then

idk what to do now guys i guess i keep posting theories or something, idk reasons prevent me from discussing what happened to me in that time frame, like i have no clue just woke up one day sam was gone and i felt alone.....truly alone, great at first but still, i have only seen him twice, and every time he runs like he dosnt want me to see him, like he legit walked behind a street sign and was gone, i walked into the woods looking for him but all i remember is leaving.....why dont i remember what happened, needs further study....

also i drew this, i got bored

lets start over

from the begining, see you guys soon

HAHAHAHaha

HA, i have evidence to support my theory now, the memory loss, no i havent made a mark on myself yet but who knows, i have however seen proof of the memory loss, and had it confirmed, he dosnt hijack your body, you simply follow your orders untill your done then he wipes your memory intriguing

ha...hahaha

wow now it is obvious to me, it is so clear, Doctor, why didnt i see it before.....he said they were from the same "dimension" he knew who slendy actually was...it is so clear, why only some people see him or is it......them? this may be the insane ramblings of a nutcase but......the silence.....same appearance. same abilitys when you narrow it down, thats how he teleports, erases the memory, thus causing brain injury in the long run leading to the headaches, and even coughing if the lungs begin to fail. brain hemorrhaging leading to mental breakdown = proxy = slave. hmmmm thats why only a select few see him, but the effect is different and they cant forget, exept for tim (see: marble hornets) and other proxys. thats how he marks you allows you to see him, he picks the targets and studies them, brilliant, that dosnt explain me though and sam....unless the first time it happened to me it triggered my subconscious and sam releasing "the knowledge" it was by mistake that i was able to break free and he left. i no longer see him but i want to... he is probably here right now and he is hiding himself. interesting so i will mark on my arm every-time i see him that way i know if he is still here. seems like a good idea, talk to ya soon.....real, real soon

bethani

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there once was a man from manhattN whO dreamt all his clothes were satin, fuck rhymes and This....the carrot cakE is in the oveN and jimmy and his cracked cOrn doesn't care. so i decided to not give a fUck and so did he, we let byGones be bygones, so i said bye and i was gone..... until now.....so im back with a vengeance babe and there aint no stopping this Hurricane because in just a few days my day of reckoning will be upon us and all will be sanctified. and Then.....after that...in just a few months it will be Over for good, but don't tell him that because he dosnt know what he KNOWs, how long has it been? a few months? idk nor do i care, just a blink of an eye but after all that i forgive you, and i shall let you know who you are and how safe you will be, the others well good luck, but you may as well be a baby facing a sandstorm

game over

........ ..... ............ ............ ...............,
the game us finaly over.................... we found him........ dead in the woods......... he was implaed onto a tree branch and................... god its just to horrible to go into, plus im sure you sick people find it hilarious that he is gone.........im sorry...................i shouldnt have said that ............i am just horrified that someone would .........would go to that extreme to kill him .....he never meant no harm.........its just .............the police..they said. they said that this is a common death... nowadays...........sick

okay

so there have been no recent reports of jack in the immedeate area, so i started to look in the nearby towns and i found one description, a tall man supposedly with dark matted hair (i assume from blood or something else fowl) attacked and killed a homeless man. cut open his chest and removed his organs, placed them in ziplock bags then put them back.....disgusting....i will continue to search

more serious

hello everyone,
       im not sure what happened but jack is gone, not sure where he went, or how far, but the strange thing is he kept calling himself sam....last time i saw him he was ranting about some shed in the woods, where he will be safe. he said "to stay away from my shed!" confused as hell i followed him and we went deep into the woods and after we walked a while we came across it. it smelled of death, and the glimpse i got of it was so horrid i cant belive it existed. dried blood everywhere looked black, and he saw me out the window, so i ran, he walked outside and burnt it to the ground and then ran deeper into the woods. i filed a missing persons report and hopefully will get word soon...

can i?

hey guuuyyys, can i be in your moovie? i would really like to be in your mooviee

o[rtnuiws

HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE MINE OWN!!!!!!!!!!

interesting

oh, should i travel through the woods

or should i not, wishing i would

for above me lurks within the trees

no one could hear my deathly screams

The palest man, the blackest suit

bigger than the tallest brute

six black arms will grab you up

or, stalking till you just give up

A top hat bares upon his head

and makes your soul fill up with dread

he takes you when you least expect

boil you up and eat your neck

he'll leave your body not to eat

but staple your corpse on a tree

Fear the man, the slender man

for he can do what no one can


very interesting, never seen a hat, but it still intrigued me

13%

it cometh

progress: 12%
funds: $25 k
raw materials: approx; 1 ton

est time of completion: december

mission statement: to let know what they should

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so long has it been coming that not even i know how it will happen but it will and it will be amazing, not even HE will know...
new york.....well maybe not
not sure where but it will be great!!!!
countdown: 12 hex + 9 to the 2nd

end thought in... or not, not sure if not sure if not sure if not sure if not sure if NOTSUREIFNOTSUREif................ IF I, i, eye, aye, i.am capable of an atrosity of this scale, but somebody has to do it and i pulled the short straw so not sure if...

...

ehat am i to do know??? imsoolost n ethos wowrld and its drivng mr craaaaazzzzzzy!!!my eyes bleeeed, and it runs from the walls. from wall to wall upsidedown and backwards. myteeth are sharpa nd stained red from thw e blod. what has been going on sence i lost controllll, my house is empty, everyone is gone my door was loced 20 times and windows were bricked up, therre were crazy scribbles everywhere, i had to geet out and now im oin a hotell somewheer with roomservise at the door bcause i have a gash o my fce snd blood on it, my feet are torn up and so are my arms, whee was i Vietnam? it feels like it...i havnt seen him, and sam is being quiet for now............all will 12,14,15,24 24,8,1,20 9 12,14,15,24

arnearive

heeeellllllloooooooooooo,
    its mee, so i finally got rid of that IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and it has been so fun...but...that                                 THING that was following him, is bothering meeee. i dont know why...the other one is dead and gone, so what dose it waaannt, hmmmmmmm well atleast now i have controlll of everrything he had, youtube, facebook, myspace, twitter, and thiiiiiiissssssss. hmmmmm what to do now

yay

okay so i have gotten some help hopefully. "the doctor" a good, man i want to say, is going to help me with the HIM. although i have no clue who is going to help me with the librarian, lets just call him....sam, so the librarian is sam now. SAM, Sam.....yea that will work. so idk if the dr. will be able to help with sam but hopefully i will be able to at least git rid of HIM for a while....well i will see you guys i guess, ugh the headaches again damn my head is going to bust

hey...

i think im just going to give up guys, he came back last night and this morning, i cant sleep, and my wounds wont heal. no energy and i can feel myself dying...should i let him take me now? in this sorry state im in....

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no clue

no clue where that last post came from but whatever it doesn't matter, im just sick off all this crap. why me? what the fuck did i do to anger this damn thing and make it hunt me. i even tried to co-exist with it but whatever, i dont care anymore, i wanna kill it i wanna harm it i want it to know the fiery wrath of hell that burns inside me and the fate it deserves in the infernal pits. it fucking attacked my friend, out of nowhere, at lunch i was talking to my friend and it grabbed him by the leg and dragged him behind a building and started to thrash at him, i stepped in and got a nice couple of shots in the ribs and upside the head. i think its pissed because im ignoring it. what is it a teenager? maybe that's it its just a kid having its sick version of "fun". a word i now say with disdain...this thing, can go fucking die along with the librarian, he had an "outburst" in class today and when i came to i was in the office, everyone says that i stood up and began to chant in some incoherent babbling and then flipped the table in front of me, then i passed out....goodbye reputation, i knew ye well. fuck i can feel him clawing at the back of my mind every day, he gets nighttime, i get day, but he wants out and im so tired that i cant control it much  longer. his thoughts are beginning to mix with my own. and its crazy the shit i know know, im passing all my classes with perfect scores have a 4.0 gpa. so i guess it aint all that bad

so yea

been losing hunks of time as of late. its starting to rack on my nerves, because i dont know if its HIM, or the librarian. still no idea what that saying could mean, any suggestions? probably not but whatever. and if it is the librarian i worry what i do in that time, nobody seems to notice the change so i have no clue. well talk to you later bros, bye.
oh and no offence for chicks, chicks can be bros to

the librarian

open the door to the mind and you will find me, i have been writing that and drawing this suconciously for the past month and didnt realize it untill i went thru my notes for alegebra, all i have to say is, DAFUK?

so mature

the prick sent out an emp, and fucked with the computers so we had to leave, they just got fixed, so i can just chill now. so i guess ima do the ad sence thing to get a bit of cash if thats how it works

hey guys

so im in school. bout to take a benchmark, for some damn reason. sooooooooooo idk...im just really board, and lonely. i need a girlfriend or something, it would make this way more barable, if even for a little while. he showed up this morning, and followed me for close to an hour, then dissapear, nope there he is again, i  can see him out of the corner of my eye, just staning there with his arms open, im not going to him if thats what he wants, if i could hurt him i would throw a book or something, but whatever, see you guys soon...and here comes the splitting headache...

200th

well apparently we hit 201 total views so ima do something special for you guys, now to figure out what to do, how about a spooky story. okay lets do that, lets set the mood first, where are you? at home in you bed? or at work, or maybe middle of the day at a friends house...well first turn down the lights, get nice and comfortable because this will probably be a terrible ghost story. okay so about four years ago i was young and stupid, just like i am now lol, but i digress i was young and stupid, willing to do anything to prove my toughness. so one day me, a couple of my friends and a few of their friends i had never met, were chilling at the mall, the mall was huge, about a mile in each direction. and it was located right next to the most amazing, immaculate forest you could ever hope to see. full of deer, and other woodland critters, and a fair share of spiders, ughhhh i hate spiders. so we were dicking around and we dare each other to go into the woods after dark. so naturally i show up, and my friends show up but their friends are gone. of course they wold try to prank me, i mean they were all jelious of me, i was the most badass mother-fucker in town. so we start to explore the woods and im using a mag light to see where im going (also a great club) and i hear some rustleing in the woods to my left and right, so i ignore it, knowing of my friends prank, next, okay these guys were sloppy as hell, i could see the footprints they had left, and i could see the green lenses on their night vison goggles. their pranks were bold face failures, the threw some fake blood on a tree, hung a fake heart from a tree, left some plastic bones on the ground, i scared my friends when i grabbed the heart and tried to bite it, the went white as the driven snow. so we kept going but then things got a little weird. as i was walking i kept seeing "things" because thats all i know to call them, out of the corners of my vision. and i know it wasnt them because my friendss seemed honestly dumb founded when i asked them. so we get to this clearing right, and they layed out this amazing trap, they had a fake trap set, and the other went off when i stepped around the fake, snatched me up into the air and they came out and we all had a good laugh, problem was they didnt want to cut me down, they left me, they left a knife on the  ground, but didnt help any other way, so i swing over to the tree and work my way to the knife and cut myself down. so i get down and begin to make my way back, but on the way i kept hearing these noises, like yells for help, and i could have sworn one call my name, it sounded like my friend, but i have no clue, they skipped town and i havent seen them sence. i think its because i would've killed them if i had seen them...

hmmmmm

no comment, i guess. i have nothing to say today really. just board and tired, feel like i just ran a triathlon then got hit by a truck so i have no clue. is that associated with him, feeling generally like shit?

damn, thats crazy

almost 200 guys. i didnt think anyone was interested, i have calmed down. they put his spoiled ass to bed and i havent seen HIM all day, although i do keep fading in and out of consciousness at random. just sitting there on the couch watching re-runs, and it skips forward in the episode but nothing else changes, and nobody seems to notice. idk, mini blackouts i guess

my god...

i am going to kill that little kid, he will not shut up, he is just yelling for no reason, i can hear it over my music. i am about tio throw his annoying ass down the fucking stairs, he is so damn annoying, i wqish thaty he would take him FUCK. sorry running on no sleep, no energy and he wont shut his damn mouth. and now there are dogs barking up a storm. damnit i cant thinks strait, im sorry ima go bye

okay so i just realized that i had it to where only certain people could comment, so now everyone can comment, have fun

so far

so far in the day i went to the beach, of course they came with me. so at the beach i was relaxing, and they were in the water with their mom. but at the beach guess what.... if you guessed that the flying spaghetti monster showed up then your wrong. HE showed up, plain as day. well no panic save a few un-lucky sods who ran screaming for the hills. but he looked at me, then at them and there was this strange feeling i got in my stomach like "oh shit, really?" and then he was gone. a few of the people who saw him, came back to see him gone and thought nothing of it, but there was one person who was laughing uncontrollably, he was a few feet away so i thought i would ask how he was, but he wouldn't give me the time of day, well i checked my car for "bugs" and made sure i wasn't followed so now im back telling you guys, i think that he wants me to suffer and i know that he can make me suffer, i just hope nothing to drastic happens. at one point i thought my cousin saw him because i turned around at the pizza shop we went to to see him standing there, but my cousin was just pointing at the TV.

morning

morning all, i dont know if i told you this but my aunt and her two children are here and they are like  2 and 1 years old, im about to kill them if they dont leave me alone. but i cant let HIM get them oh this will be a fun week....

i have a question

should i sign up for ad sence on the blog to make some money if i have to run?

dang

while i was gone my views reached 115, thank you guys, even if your a sadistic ass who wants to watch as i go mad, thanks for stopping by

so i was asked

this is how i believe i came into contact with HIM...i dont know to be honest, i have been researching the creature ever since ive seen him. from what i know of HIM, and my family history i believe that my family has been in contact with it for generation, the most recent being my great grandfather, and his twin brother. they suffered from blackouts and "bad allergies" my grandmother told my they both had the worst cough, but never smoked. my grandfather durring a blackout killed his wife and died in prison, he also had an operator symbol if thats what you call it. his brother went crazy and tore his skin off. on his arm of course but still weird, always ranting about a "tall man", obvious connection. My family as i said had lived in Germany near the dark forest where he is said to live so i guess that is when it all started, i dont remember much of the time i lived there, my parents say that is because i gained a head injury in the woods one day. i still have the scar...but to a lesser extent i could just be jumping to conclusions here. on the bright side i havent seen him in a few days, even tho i know that he will be back and it will be worse. im becoming slow and sleep deprved, my eyes are developing black circles, and i fear that the librarian will do something while i sleep that i will regret... and i know that HE feasts on fear so its only making him stronger. thats why i just tried to brush him off at first, and that cat thing is true, it still makes me smile that my cat confused HIM. okay see you guys soon i hope

should i?

should i even keep this up, keep writing a blog that nobody cares about?, or even believes? why would they, maybe they just came for a story, or maybe they thought i was an idiot, or maybe you came to see the decent of a man into madness because he cant leave because his family and his age, if its any of these you can let me know or keep it secret. idk, idc. but i will let you know that something has surfaced in my mind, and i have began to call him "the librarian" due to his lust for knowledge. i thought I've just been sleepy for no reason till i filmed myself at night, what i saw was crazy. i got out of bed snuck over to my closet and pulled out books and began to read violently, if that makes any sense...idk if i do i will stay, if not you wont hear from me for a while or even ever again...

dang

i have almost hit the 100 view mark, thats cool that people are coming to read me ramble about a horrible monstrosity

hi

hello guys, im back, kinda been out of it for the past while. so i guess i forgot about this place. i have been busy so im fine i guess...for now

hmm..what now?

so what now? HE never stays long  anymore, the first day he was here for hours, now i see him by the window then he leaves, at the end of the hallway, then is gone, in my shower then gone....dose he need a bath or something? i guess that murder would leave you quite bloody. idk ima take a shower see if HE joins me

lol

oh thats amazing, my cats can see him, he is staring my cat down and my cat looks like its about to claw his face. if only my family could see this, he is standing right next to my dad staring at my cat, and i cant say anything lest they think im crazy. should i offer him a drink? or just get my knife and jump at him, he is just staring down my cat, maybe it confuses him because it look like he has a suit on. and my other two cats are watching him, ROFLMAO he just ran off, well teleported because my cat pawed at him. that is amazing

well i got no sleep

so i got no sleep last night, kept hearing noises and what sounded like some weird wailing or idk. so i got on my laptop and decided to check my email to find that my friend had sent me an email. he said he had met this nice German girl and they went out to dinner. they started talking and he told her about how crazy he thinks i am, he read this and its no surprise he doubts me, but im fine with it. she said she had met me at the doctors office before, and he said seemed relived to find i was still okay, that was until he told her about the blackouts, and other symptoms, and then he says she got snow white and freaked out yelling at him that i need to "Run for my damned life!" idk, i wish i could run but i cant, middle of school, no extra money to support me, and a car that would probably kill over if i drove it for more than 50 miles at a time. so i just want to say that if i disappear or stop writing for more than 3 days then he has probably come for me, and succeeded in catching me...i wish there were people to say bye to, or people that cared enough to help but whatever i will stay here as long as i can, then i will go meet my fate, weather it be in an asylum, at the heads mans axe, or by HIM...see you later hopefully

unexpected piece

okay so...i think there may be something wrong with me...idk but its weird, every time i start to read, or reaserch then i just get pulled in like i cant stop myself and i seem to lose track of time, i just realized that i just read war and peace in like 30 minutes and i remeber it all.but it happened in the blink of an eye like really i closed my eyes and when i opened them 30 minutes gone and the book done. now my teacher think im cheating. no that didnt JUST happen but i remeberd it because i was about to pick up divine comedy and didn't want to. i know whats wrong with divine comedy? nothing but i want to be conciose for it. i just cant stop gathering knowledge and its kinda freaking everyone around me out. lol who cares knowledge is power right? yea screw what i just said people dont matter only KNOWLEDGE!!!!

middle of the day post

lol, yea i came to the library today to brush up on my history see if i cant make any conections to HIM in the past. who knows how old he is? but yea im a the public library and i found this really cool knife taped under the table. weird but it is a nice knife

okay

they are fixed, i had to amend them, lets hope that that doesn't happen again

yea

so today just got better, NOT!!!! for one my teacher was pissin me off, then i see slendy againbut my caat destracted me and he got away. and now my theories are blanked out. that is just fan-freaking-tastic

what the hell? who the fuck censored my theories

theories again

okay so these are MY THEORIES, IF IM BEING CENSORED BY A PROXY IMA BE MAD. if the site is doing it i can prove it by showing them my youtube. okay so my theories on THE DR.'s video is first of all the numbers correspond with the end of the Mayan calender (AKA: the end of the world as we know it) that is just freaky in itself. so either they ran out of space or he is telling the truth. i believe that 1. The tall skinny man is just the beginning. 2 that is when HE and all of everyone who is involved with him leave the earth and go to where ever he came from, AKA: a rapture. or 3. someone or something rises up and beats the tall skinny MAN that is SLENDER. 4. HE gains enough power to take over, or lastly, i have no clue anything can happen. and the history of the guy is just to wide spread to put together a past, because a certain Mayan deity looks remarkably similar, and even hieroglyphs of him in Egypt idk guy, heck it could be a total shift in space time for all i know...leave a comment or message if you want to tell your theories, or want me to go into more detail

im so happy!!!

my god today was good, it was like 80 degrees outside so i got to relax and chill in the shade. lol i am passing all of my classes, B honor roll bitches. nothing to bag about but nothing to complain about. and my book finally came in, i ordered house of leaves and even the first few pages it is amazing. so im happy, the knowledge has seemed to fade from my mind like a high so im back to normal until i meet him again. but until then i will be waiting, and watching. observing him for a change let him come it would please me

f.e.a.r.

if you dont get the title you may soon, because i just saw into the abyss and stared into it no matter what my bod told me to do, no matter how fast my heart was beating, no matter the risk, i saw death and i watched him watch me and i was granted an understanding beyond belief, it all makes sense now even though i could never put it into words, in fact i am surprised i am able to think a coherenct sentence let alone type one. so if im gone for a few days dont be worried my at the moment 32 viewers if you even care, i will be spending my time exersizing all aspects of my body mind and spirit 

the fuck just happened

okay so i just went to get a sandwich from downstairs when someone pushed me down the stairs...and im home alone. the fuck?

meh.

had an okay day today, only weird thing was my house was surrounded in thick fog this morning

okay...that was weird

so im back now. ive been back for about an hour now but the police just left. the problem was that apparently i was seen trespassing on gov't property. and the footage of me there shows some really weird shit. when i got there i stood dead still in frame for about 30 min before a bunch of visual and audio distortion happened all that they were able to recover was the sound, which sounded like something you would hear off of silent hill. it was an audible laugh the hole time but throughout it 3 gunshots were heard along with what sounded like something being dragged through gravel. they were checking to see if i was still alive...well im alive and kicking with no bullet wounds so thats good. so the reason it took so long is someone broke into my house while i was gone, thank god nothing is missing or broken but stuff was everywhere, and my door was ajar and there was a window with a screen kicked out. idk, oh and i checked the stats and saw that my audiance includes people from Russia!!! I love Russia! okay well i want to get some sleep but im going with my gut and staying up all night. i feel like im being watched...

what the hell did i do?

my god what the hell did i do yesterday? i just had some cops show up at my house, i didnt answer the door. i just ran and hid under my bed for an hour. i wonder what they wanted they will probably be back any time, damn and they will probably have a warrent to. fuck i dont know what the hell im going to do, did I kill someone? my god........should i leave, run for my life? or should i stay at home? i think they are still out there, there is a big van parked at the corner, i guess im just going to go outside and wait for them to come, okay thats what im going to do. im going to pretend like i was asleep, just get dressed like i was in bed and go outside to check the mail, they will see me and come over to the house if the knock on the door i will answer....okay see you guys soon i guess

well thats cool i guess

so i just learned that you can see how many people have viewed ur blog and what country they're in, what browser they were using, and even if it was a mac or pc. thats crazy

omg

i am fucking freaked the hell out guys, so i have been up all night trying to find out where i was. i was in the town next to mine so lets say about 35 miles away from my house and i just got back what the hell happened to me in that time period? i am scared guy....really fucking scard

slenderman

okay so i was told not to call him that but whatever. im not going to lie or work it around. i told my friend about this he told me to look HIM up. so i did and i have to say, really freaky shit and it dose bare a resemblance but only slightly. idk so if anyone finds this blog because i posted the link on that sight that would be cool. bye for now. nothing happened today except i was really happy then for no reason suicidaly depressed idk

what the hell?

so today was weird, and i mean REALLY weird. so i got up this morning i woke up on the couch, i am pretty sure that i went to bed in my bed. whatever. so then when i got up i tried to make coffee but my coffee pot was messing up, along with my microwave, oven, toaster, and convection oven. so didn't eat breakfast. so then my car wont start, well i got it to work. so when i got to school everyone was avoiding me. half the time it was like i wasnt even there, the other half people looked at me like i was covered in blood and eating an arm. idk even my girlfriend was avoiding me :/. oh and not to sound like a wuss, but i was so put off by this it turned into paranoia and well...i got scared by my shadow. it looked like this really tall imposing figure, like the tall man from my dreams. the one thing that gets me is why was my shadow that big in the middle of the day. i mean yea im 6 ft 3 in but it was like 7-8 ft. okay well ima go bye

i feel good guys :)

so today i met the most amazing girl. she is smart funny and really pretty so i asked her out and she said yea. so that's one problem down. OH and i remembered what i was going to say that one day. i learned that i lived in Germany when i was a young kid, from when i was like 1 to 4 years old. my dad said we lived on the outskirts of Altensteig or something. he said that i would always go running through the forest and when i got back home i would have stores of epic adventures and meeting giant men who could teleport, lol i still have a very avid imagination but nothing like that. well ima go guys and gals. ttyl

better, i guess

as the title says, i feel a bit better, the headache is gone but it comes and goes, along with the cough. i still feel like i am being watched. dang i had a bunch of stuff i was going to say but some prick made me lose my train of thought, dang. well whatever lets make up some stuff. okay lets talk about.......carrots, yea carrots! you dont like carrots? well okay what about apples? there good right? nice and juicy like a big steak right? how do you like your steak, i love steak cooked medium rare wrapped in bacon mmmmmm....speaking of bacon i've been watching epic meal time and it is good if you like to watch guys swear, bake, drink, and obliterate food. lol well ima go i guess bye

okay, im back

so i just go back from the doctors and he didnt know what was wrong with me, he said he would consult his books and he told me to come home and relax. so thats what im trying to do. im listening to AWOLNATION and chilling. kinda feel like im being watched. idk that was weird, my door just opened hmmmm. idk damn it seems to quiet today i need to go jogging or something. okay well dinner is done ima go bye

other blog

so im going to use this blog also for the strange stuff that has been happening to me lately. in short im coughing up my lungs, horrible headaches, and i just blacked out for several hours. for more info go to thetruthofme.blog.com but im using this one from now on.

hey guys

well i hope you may have enjoyed those, it was for a project in English. but now im going to use this site in conjunction with my other to see if i cant compile some good info:
things discussed will be:
dreams,
the mind
folk lore
tall-tells
monster
aliens
that sort of stuff
so i will see you guys in a bit bye

OMG

Hey everyone i just saw the scariest thing ever. okay so it all started a few days back when my boss asked me to help him "get some stuff" that usually ment some drugs or something, no big deal. so i go to the spot and meet him there but this time was different, there were other mob members with attack dogs and a big van. (usually its just  some dealer in a back alley) so my boss starts talking to these guys and the main guy(or what i assume due to his dress and accent he was a made man) asks "the money?" boss says right here and pulls out a brief case, so the open up the trunk and there are tommy guns and lugers and a massive array of guns that i couldent identify, the guy says "take your pick" and boss goes at it grabbin tommy guns and pistols and ammo, and a baseball bat. then the guy comes up to me and says "how old are you?" i tell him "21" he says "ha, hes got a kid workin for him!" and they all had a good laugh. guy hands me a luger and says " "ere kid you'll need dis" i just take it and we leave. so if you havent guessed yet its been 5 years since we talked, sorry. me and emily arnt together no more. but more to the point, today my boss says to me " kid dont go near the the garage at 2122 North Clark Street" i say to him "okay i wont" an obvious lie because he told me not to so of course im going to be curious. so i follow him there and i see him walk into the garrage with two cops and a bunch of other men, i think "oh no they been caught, let me spring into action and help" well little did iknow they had it way under control it was our guys who were the cops and the shot up like 7 or 8 guys. it was horrible, awful, disqusting, terrible, and wonderfully exiting sight. i ran, and ran till i got home and i wrote this. so im going to try and calm down and go to the police about this. see you when i get back.                                                                               
                                                                                                                        Hal Krallis,
                                                                                                                     Thursday, February 14, 1929

i tottaly forgot about this

hellooo,
     i just now remembered i had this, dang it has been like four years. well i guess for anyone who is reading this i must say hello and welcome. So since we last talked i have grown quite a bit. im now 6'3 and 16. i am in high school, and have an amazing girlfrind, she reall is the bee's knees :), if your reading this baby i love you. so now that my girlfriends thuroly embarrased let me continue. may as well tell you some of the current events going on in the great country we call america, prohibition is still in full swing. and unlike i thought for years ago it did affect my alchohal. it banned it actually, but this is the best part i got a job in a (you have to promise not to tell) a speak easy, i get free booze, and make great money. i think i met Mr. Capone the other day. i couldnt really tell he had alot of guards and everyone was crowding around him. who knows, but its okay im just glad i havent been shot at yet. well i guess that is all for now, i hope i dont forget this again,                           bye,   Hal Krallis,
                                           june 26, 1924

My First Entry

Hello all,
       My name is Hal Krallis. this is my first of hopfully many, what are they called? blogs? oh the internet is fun. so i am 12 and i was assigned a current events project by my teacher. She is such a flat tire. okay well i guess i better get started what are some current events, hmmm? well i know that prohibition, whatever that is has started up. well as long as it dosnt mess with my supply of wine i dont care. i am also hearing of some guys named socko and venseti, or somthing along those lines. they knocked over a bank or something, who knows nowadays. Oh and I have also started listening to this new type of music called jazz, it is really swingin'. okay well im going to go for now see you guys soon
                                                                                                    Hal Krallis,
                                                                                                             january 28, 1920