HE cant have me, not now, not ever. the bastard tried it today, he tried to get me to wreck the car so i could "go away again for a while" but this time there was this tone in his voice. he wants me gone he even went so far as to knock me off the road. seriously? so im preparing for war u guys. dont be surprised if i dont come back. so my car is wrecked, radiators destroyed  frame bent, fan wrecked and engine shot. so much fun so im locked out here in the woods now with nothing but 3 weeks worth of food, a few guns, and other means of spiritual defense, but psychologically, im gone.